An Iraqi boy is glad to receive food provided by the Knights of Columbus. The Catholic fraternal organization has raised and committed almost $19 million in aid to Christians and other persecuted religious minorities in the Middle East. (Credit: CNS photo/courtesy Knights of Columbus.)

ERBIL, Iraq — For any nation, no matter where or what the political climate, itโ€™s always young people who hold the future in their hands, determining the course the country will take as they navigate the complexities of a rapidly changing global climate.

For Iraqi youth in particular, the past four years have brought far more change and uncertainty than most people will see in a lifetime.

Considering the rise and fall of ISIS and Iraqโ€™s chronic inability to form a functioning government, for most young people here the future is a shroud of question marks, and many find themselves at a standstill while they engage in an indefinite waiting game to see how things play out.

While in Iraq covering the progress of the reconstruction of Christian villages on the Nineveh Plains โ€“ which is largely overseen by the Nineveh Plains Reconstruction Committee, supported by donors such as Aid to the Church in Need and the Knights of Columbus and led by local church communities on the ground โ€“ Crux was able to speak with several young people, who offered a mixed bag but were mostly willing to at least give staying in Iraq a shot rather than going abroad.

Lack of jobs and poor study conditions

For young personalities such as Selvana Kethia and Rabee Dabool, students at Mosul University forced to flee their homes in Qaraqosh when ISIS bombed their way into the town Aug 6, 2014, thereโ€™s a willingness to stay but also a list of frustrations that make the decision more complicated than a clear-cut yes or no.

โ€œWe’re not happy with the way things are. For example, there are no jobs, and when you finish university, it is difficult to find a job,โ€ Kethia told Crux. Explaining that sheโ€™s pursuing a degree in art, Kethia said no one is hiring in the field.

She said that she would like to stay at least through university, but โ€œwhere will I work? I want to work in what Iโ€™m studying, in art, I donโ€™t want to work in a shop selling clothes.โ€

Dabool, who recently finished studies as a medical assistant, told Crux that friends who have gone to study abroad receive a stipend from the government allowing them more easily to pursue their careers, but in Iraq โ€œwe donโ€™t have that opportunity.โ€

โ€œOutside of Iraq is better,โ€ he said, noting that students are provided housing or buses to get to school while in Iraq they have to pay their own way, often traveling two to six hours a day from Qaraqosh or other villages to attend their lectures in Mosul.

Conditions of study are also poor, he said, at least at Mosul University, which was partially destroyed during a battle in 2017 to liberate the city from ISIS.

Dabool said that last year he was required to go to Mosul, where he lacked tools to conduct experiments and finish projects since all medical equipment had been either burned or broken. Kethia said her department was also burned, so both students and teachers had to share a small building and they couldnโ€™t spread out enough to work on art projects.

Eventually they moved back to their own department, yet โ€œI had a hard time breathing because the building was burned,โ€ she said.

Since she hasnโ€™t been back to the university since summer break began, Kethia said she doesnโ€™t know if any repairs have been made; โ€œBefore I was upset because my health was bad, but I had to do it because I had to study.โ€

For his part, Dabool said he was able to complete his studies thanks to his previous time studying in Kirkuk. Heโ€™s now working four different odd jobs โ€“ landscaping for a family garden and pool area, washing cars, helping in an auntโ€™s pharmacy, and working as an electrician at night โ€“ while waiting to find work in the medical field.

โ€œI donโ€™t want to leave, I want everything to be okay here and for the government to hire me. I want to stay if possible. If the government will hire me, why not? It would help me a lot,โ€ he said, but admitted that โ€œitโ€™s a chance,โ€ and heโ€™s not willing to wait forever.

Missing security and services

Speaking of the situation for Christians in Mosul, where they travel every day for studies, Kethia said, โ€œThere are two kinds of people: [Those who] fled to Dohuk, Erbil and other places,โ€ and those โ€œwho stayed during ISIS.โ€

For the people who fled and came back, she said, โ€œthey changed their mind and they are more open toward Christians. Sometimes they have the same thoughts.โ€ However, Muslims who stayed during ISISโ€™s occupation, she said, โ€œdid not change their mindset. They have traditions and bad ideas, they donโ€™t speak to Christians, which is why Christians are afraid of these people.โ€

Dabool echoed the thought, saying the situation in Mosul in some ways is better, because while Christians had previously been threatened at the university โ€“ which has about 500 Christian and 1,500 Muslim students โ€“ these threats are less pronounced, and thereโ€™s no longer a dress code.

But old feelings die hard, and Dabool said that for many Christian students, โ€œwe are still afraid.โ€

Both Dabool and Kethia voiced hope that a new-found openness will continue to spread throughout the city, making a difference in shaping how other people view Christians. However, with the memory of ISIS bombs in the background, both also voiced caution.

Dabool fled Qaraqosh Aug. 6 when ISIS stormed the town, spending nearly five hours at a checkpoint before the soldiers finally opened it up and let everyone through due to the sheer volume of people trying to make it out.

He lived in Ankawa, the Christian enclave in Kurdish-controlled Erbil, and traveled to Kirkuk to continue studies until Qaraqosh was liberated. In October 2016, he found himself in the middle of an attack by ISIS launched when Kurdish forces were trying to retake villages in the area.

Dabool said he and 30 other young men got trapped in their residence when ISIS fighters entered the city and began shooting at random, raining bullets into their house and the nearby house where female students were staying. Though soldiers entered the girls’ house, using one of their rooms as a hideout while six women living there hid under the beds, the men were left alone. In the end, all of the students made it out safely when ISIS abandoned the city a day later and the Church sent buses to collect the youth and bring them back to Ankawa.

Similarly, Kethia fled Qaraqosh with her family the night of Aug. 6. Though the majority of Christians had left far in advance, making it to Ankawa after 12 hours at the checkpoints, her father was determined to stay and did not leave until 2 a.m., after ISIS militants had already entered Qaraqosh. He fled on foot before being picked up by a passerby and given a ride to Erbil.

When everyone was reunited, Kethia said they tried to find a hotel but there were no rooms left, so the family slept in their car and made their way to Dohuk to join a relative the next day. When her classes resumed a few months later, the family returned to Ankawa but due to the instability of the situation she wasnโ€™t able to make all of her classes and had to repeat the year.

In Qaraqosh, Kethiaโ€™s house was completely gutted and burned.

โ€œNothing is left,โ€ she said, so her family moved into another, smaller house. She said the place is โ€œvery oldโ€ and needs repairs, some of which were hastily done to accommodate a fast move.

Dabool, on the other hand, said his family home had been used as a bunker for ISIS militants and was full of guns and grenades, which his family promptly turned over to security forces.

There’s also a shortage of water and electricity, roads are still in poor condition, and in addition to the lack of jobs, there are still looming questions about just how long the current calm after ISIS might last.

Kethia said that even if the situation right now seems better, โ€œWho knows? In the future, everything is possible.โ€

A blemished past, determination for the future

With a history checkered by ups and downs in terms of violence and calm, many youth seem to feel that Iraqโ€™s political uncertainty is as big of a concern as security and jobs.

Oney Jameil, who is from Kirkuk but who has been living in Ankawa with his family since 2014 while studying nutrition, said the question of whether to stay is complicated because the future in Iraq is hard to predict.

โ€œThings are different from one day to the next,โ€ he said, adding that at times it seems as if the country is on a roller coaster โ€œand the bottom part doesnโ€™t always move up toward the top.โ€

Similarly, Nuhayl Sher, who moved to Ankawa from Baghdad in 2004 and is currently in his third year studying computer engineering at the University of Kurdistan, said he is worried about the overall stability of the country, saying โ€œthe situation seems to gets better, then something happens and we have to start again from scratch.โ€

Even though the government is still in disarray, Sher believes right now that โ€œthings are getting better.โ€

โ€œThere is always the potential for change,โ€ he said, adding that in his view, โ€œit depends on the peopleโ€ and how much theyโ€™re willing to invest in making improvements. โ€œSome people donโ€™t want to change,โ€ he said, noting that in some areas, there are still parts of the population that canโ€™t read or write.

From left to Right: Rashel Garo, Maryam Saad, Maryam Nablion, Nuhayl Sher, Manhal Alias and Oney Jamiel participate in a youth discussion at Sts. Peter and Paul Chaldean Catholic parish in Erbil. (Credit: Elise Harris/Crux.)

In Jameilโ€™s view, there are no guarantees for the future.

โ€œWe have to pray, hope and see whatโ€™s going on,โ€ he said, insisting that despite the circumstances, โ€œif someone has [a talent], they should go and share it, but they have to be patient and wait it out. Itโ€™s all about time and effort.โ€

For Maryam Nablion, 20, who is still finishing high school, sheโ€™d like to make a career in Iraq.

โ€œOf course thereโ€™s a chanceโ€ for the future, she said, adding that โ€œif possible, I want to be a lawyer and practice law here.โ€

However, her family is not quite as certain and remain undecided as to whether they will leave once all the children have finished school, or whether theyโ€™ll stay and tough it out.

For Jameil and Sher, there are also deep-seeded cultural mentalities that make it difficult for young people to stay in a traditional and conservative culture, while the world around them is rapidly becoming more progressive.

โ€œHere, curiosity is dangerous,โ€ he said, adding that in his view, Iraqi culture can at times be too โ€œclosed-minded…people donโ€™t think out of the box.โ€

โ€œBeing open-minded is a new fashion hereโ€ฆthere are a lot of weak spots that need to be changed,โ€ he said, saying he wants Iraq to move toward โ€œa brighter goal.โ€

Manhal Alias, originally from Baghdad but who moved to Ankawa in 2007, and who graduated from the University of Kurdistan, is in his 30s and married with a daughter. He wants to stay and work toward building a better society, despite the challenges.

Working as an account manager for a tech company, Alias said the situation in Iraq has โ€œfluctuatedโ€ฆpeople change from one day to the next,โ€ he said, explaining that while he cannot tell anyone what to do, heโ€™s determined to stay and develop programs that help youth in problem-solving and career skills.

โ€œI donโ€™t know what the future will be, but what I know is that Iโ€™m here,โ€ he said.

War and conflict have โ€œimpacted peoplesโ€™ thinking,โ€ he said, adding โ€œwe have to adapt to the situation we are living.โ€

Alias said he wants to start working with NGOs to expand programs for youth, including projects that provide jobs. He also noted that the Chaldean Archbishop of Erbil, Bashar Warda, has provided scholarships for students to study abroad in Australia or Hungary.

Both Jameil and Sher said they want to stay and start their own businesses if possible. Jameil wants to open a wine factory.

โ€œI like the work,โ€ he said, noting that โ€œitโ€™s hard to get support now because of the economic crisis โ€ฆ but I know a few people who might be able to help me.โ€

Sher said he wants to open a photography studio while he finishes his degree. After that, he wants to move abroad to study robotics.

In terms of the future, โ€œI would love to do what I can to help,โ€ he said, but added that if the situation seems like it is not going anywhere, โ€œthen I wonโ€™t stay.โ€

Dabool and Kethia said their feelings on staying are about โ€œfifty-fifty.โ€ Both said theyโ€™re willing to give it a shot.

โ€œWe stayed in Ankawa three years and didnโ€™t go abroad, so why now?โ€ Dabool said. โ€œWeโ€™ll wait to see what happens. If itโ€™s good and helps our future, weโ€™ll stay. I think every young person is saying that, what will happen next?โ€

Kethia agreed but said she doesnโ€™t want to wait too long โ€“ otherwise, she said, โ€œweโ€™ll lose our future.โ€

Elise Harris is a Denver native and former correspondent for Crux in Rome, covering the Vatican and the global Church. Before joining Crux, Elise worked with Catholic News Agency, first as a multi-media...